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2G`o5 chalet was supposed to end tomorrow, but i decided to come back earlier today. 'cause they wanted to go escape and play till night and escape freaks the hell out of me (why? 'cause i'm a big timid wimp and a big loser at theme park rides) so i thought that I should come back and get some sleep, after all tomorrow they're checking out at 1030am. oh well but I'll be missing out the fun tonight they're having I guess, just freaking out on the bed and telling ghost stories and stuff. oh, I'm gonna miss the sunrise too lol. but this chalet was much better than last year's, but it was er, average. nothing interesting happened. didn't do much at all, there was nothing to do but sit around and stone for me. but nevertheless, I couldn't wait to get back home today. Like I wanted to fly home straight and not walk under the bloody hot sun. I miss my bed, my bolster, my pooh bear, my blanket, my pillow and tv muahaha. I was so deprived during the chalet LMAO. Being home sure feels GOOD, the same familiar cosy feeling I'll get. I realised that I miss and love my home a lot, I suddenly don't feel like moving out anymore HAHA. but oh well, it sure is nice to know that I've got a place that's mine, meant for me. sigh, i think i'm having second thoughts about hating and running away from home ^^v well i look forward to badminton's chalet in december! all the gay, porn, cards and MAHJONG! (:

yesterday i arrived the chalet (saw joewee and his stead at downtown east!), then played some cards before the rest arrived. I kinda got a little too high or something, I couldn't stop screaming. man I think the rest were irritated by me or something haha. but then i kinda lost energy screaming and started to feel sleepy again lol. oh, and there was this funny conversation we had while in the room (:

tiffy: char did you bring your cam?
me: eh, no.
tiffy: har.. kelly did you bring your cam?
lelly: huh? yes, i brought my visor.
tiffy: isn't it SPOILT?
me: O.o;;
yt: *thinks SPORT* O.o;;

GAWD. the usual lelliness. :D all hearing the wrong things. communication breakdown haha.

then we all went to play at the beach! TRIED TO play volleyball in the water but it was kinda like a failure haha. everyone was caring more about no getting their clothes dirty. lelly, yt, grace and i built a big sandcastle! (with like twigs and leafs at the top lol) didn't take a picture though, hands were dirty. it was supposed to be effiel tower, with a tunnel through it haha. pretty successful. washed off the sand in the sea, just kinda soaked in the sea for a while before going for a bath before the bbq.

after the whole bbq, we girls sat around the bed, with the guys busy playing their xbox. watched tv then went for bowling! YEEHAW~ it was my first time bowling i was so nervous lol. i have never stuck my fingers in the bowling ball before lol. but bowling was very fun! in fact i got a score of 60+ for both of the games each, and even striked once! yohoho. not bad for a first timer eh? x) natural talent what no? KIDDING x) it was fun yo. i wanna bowl again! but i broke like three nails KNNBCCB. spent so much time keeping them, filing them, painting them and now they look so deformed and fkdup can.

then at 1am we scared ourselves back into the chalet lol. started talking about ghosts and stuff, some were scary till i thought i was going to cry. i'm so timid and i get freaked out easily haha. it's spooky when i start to imagine all those stuffs. guorui and his stupid pontianak face. he's the one with the freaky face lol. his eyes are so big and they glow in the dark lol. not to mention that he's pretty dark lol. we all talked on the bed till about 4am plus, then went out to eat instant noodles lol. but we girls decided to get some sleep since there wasn't anything else to do. couldn't sleep anyway, the guys made a lot of noise with the xbox lol.

6am! went to watch the sunrise! wasn't very beautiful like what tiffy said, but to me it was okay. i prefer looking at the ocean though. or maybe i was too zombified to appreciate the sunrise lol. nevermind, i saw it before anyway. had breakfast together at mcdonalds, before going back to the chalet to sleep again. i think i'm like the most sleepy pig in there, felt like sleeping so much. i was like wake up, feeling like sleeping, wake up again, feel sleepy again. rawr. like the living zombie of 2G lol. only slept about an hour plus but it felt like ages! power nap/quality nap/ whatever you call it lah.

yeah and not to mention i got molested like a few times? he kinda fell and like a hand's width more upwards and there would go my motherhood and guorui will receive a flying kick in his face. a 'perfect' wake up call too. disrupt me violently from my sleep and they'll get it lol. then weicheng dunno how to balance and just fell on me again and hit me really bad at the hips. but i was too sleepy and went back to sleep soon after. then there's looly and his stupid pillows. guorui and looly put together results in so much damn gayness. all in a span of one hour lah. nevermind, all an accident. i close my eyes.

then i watched and stoned as the rest played cards. too tired to really care. like i only had enough energy to sit there and BREATHE. wahaha. after that since they wanted to go escape at 12nn so me and eunice went back first. i came home and slept for 35368546384 hours after having a pathetic lunch, till dad came back. saw me sleeping like a pig on the living room sofa with my bolster, winnie the pooh and pillow. but it was HEAVEN i don't ever want to wake up lmao.

awright, that pretty much summarises everything that happened. i've come to a conclusion that my energy level isn't very high, especially after i see PILLOWS. x) or just, a big lazy pig lah.

from tomorrow onwards, apart from sleeping, ima study so DAMN BLOODY HARD for my JLPT, because i badly want a good cert for keeps. it means alot to me i hope i can ace it, or at least be of decent standard. じゃ、がんばりましょう!^^v 必勝!



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